the reason i haven't been following up on my blog lately is because i've been clusterfucked with work and i've been writing a book lately and it's taking up all my free time.. not that i have any. i occasionally post songs and videos than inspire me in my everyday life, but honestly i haven't even had any inspiration to write about myself here lately. all i can say things are better than they were before, but the thoughts of revenge still hunt me everyday. i'll leave it at that, but ill be back soon enough.