i don't get why some things in life happen. i know that they end up making sense later on in, but i am at loss currently. i am surprised how much i matured over the past two years. in this situation i would of reacted different way back when. now i am lever headed and keeping my temper in check. reasoning with myself and handling this the best way possible. i am not even pissed. it aches a little, but my feet are grounded and i am career focused. i am doing the right thing.